Family dinner

Took all these photos just for the stupid moral folio.

From the left : JENNY, LAO CHEN, PEPE, ROCKY, JANE & KAKA.

ran - Dinner with ze family.

The moment that i changed my expression is funny they said

Had this for a super long time ago. Sito laughed and said my expression was so funny.

But i dont really think so.

ran - You can have lover and friends at the same time.

HAPPY SWEET 16!

This is the 3rd year i've celebrated your birthday with you.

Dont angry lar, at least we celebrated a belated one. :D

SHENG RI KUAI LE YIJI!

ran - xoxo

Poem.

By the time you read this,

I will be far away.

Trying to forget yesterday,

though its memory stays.

The mistakes have been made,

the damage is done.

The truth is i dont belong.

Lets just hope its the best for all.

Maybe, someday i will call.

Then we may meet again,

we'll walk down the memory lane dear friend.

I just want to find myself.

Its time for my soul to depart.

Remember the time we've been together.

Cherish the laughters,

dry the tears.

As someday...

May it be on a beautiful sandy beach,

or the greenest of God's gardens.

We will meet again, my love.

珍贵的东西都是免费的。

忽然发觉... 在这个世界上，最珍贵的东西是免费的。

阳光，是免费的。

芸芸众生，没有谁能够离开阳光活下去；

然而从小到大，可曾有谁为自己享受过的阳光支付过一分钱？

空气，是免费的。

一个人只要活着，就需要源源不断的空气。

可从古至今，有谁为这生命中不可缺少的东西埋单？

亲情，是免费的。

每一个婴儿来到世上，都受到了父母无微不至的呵护。

那是一份深入血脉不求回报的疼爱。

可从来没有哪一个父母会对孩子说：“你给我钱我才疼你。”

父母的这份爱，不因孩子的成年而贬值，更不因父母的衰老而削弱；

只要父母活着，这份爱就始终如一。

友情，是免费的。

寂寞时默默陪伴你的那个人，摔倒时向你伸出手臂的那个人；

伤心时将你揽在怀里的那个人，

可曾将他（她）的付出折合成现金，然后要你还钱？

爱情，是免费的。

那份不由自主的倾慕，那份无法遏制的思念；

那份风雨同舟的深情，那份相儒以沫的挚爱，

正是生命最深切的慰籍与最坚实的依靠。

而这一切，都是免费的，更是金钱买不来的。

目标，是免费的。

无论是锦衣玉食的王子，还是衣不遮体的流浪儿...

只要愿意，就能为自己的人生确立一个目标。

这个目标既可以伟大也可以平凡，既可以辉煌也可以朴素。

只要你愿意，你就能拥有。

还有信念，还有希望，还有意志，还有梦想............

所有这一切，都是免费的。

只要你想要，你就能得到。

还有春风，还有细雨，还有皎洁的月华，还有灿烂的星辉............

世间多少滋润心灵的美好风物，都是免费的啊！

再不要对着苍天唉声叹气，苍天是公正的；更是慷慨的。

苍天早已把最珍贵的一切，免费地馈赠给了每一个人。

Homecoming

Just watched this movie with my friends. And its not bad. Quite funny, and so warm.

You have to watch this! Its all about the Reunion Dinner.

ran - I love my friends. :D

My bros, love shouldnt be like this

( Bro 1 )

Just read my bro's wallpost which he argued with his ex. They were once a pair of lovely couple but now everything's gone. It might be the guy wasnt caring enough and the girl wasnt understanding enough. I dont really know what happened, he said she is a flirter. But they are just close friends. My bro was so sad when they first broke up, he called me and cried. But now, i know he loves her still but he just doesnt want to get cheated again maybe? So he chose to leave... And say something to hurt her.

( Bro 2 )

I cant believe this! He has a girlfriend which he loves so much but now he flirted with others and ruined everything. He even compared the girl he flirts with his girlfriend. And said his girlfriend isnt fair enough, isnt skinny enough, isnt pretty enough. Wtf bro, you changed! Really...

Things arent simple like how they could be. People are growing up days by days. Minds are one of the things that can be changed so easily. Bros, hope that you guys can be good to girls, try not to hurt them and not to hurt yourself.

ran - Unpredictable.

生命最後一個月的花嫁

This is a super touching story about a 24 years old lady who has breast cancer and her life is going to the end.

This story separated in 11 videos and i've share all in the previous posts.

I hope she will be good in her next life.

ran - Never give up.

生命最後一個月的花嫁part1/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part2/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part3/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part4/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part5/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part6/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part7/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part8/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part9/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part10/11

生命最後一個月的花嫁part11/11

The Mask Night

Happy Belated Birthday to Jessie and James!

Happy Birthday to 振绅!

The Mask Night was finally over. Honestly, its quite boring. People who attended were way too cool. But the fashion shows and hair show were really awesome! Had a birthday surprise from my friends : Jasmine, E-Qian, Michelle, Xioa Tong, DD zai and all the organizing people. Was so shocked when they invited me to the stage with James. Omg, unexpectedd. And the cake is still in the refrigerator. Hahahaha. Thank you girls. ♥

I looked nicer when im with mask on. Wtfrofl.

Me. And my boyfriend - Sook Ting. ♥

Lovely sister, Yiji.

Yong Shih. :)

Chocolate handsome, Garee.

My previous boyfriend, Kok. Lol.

One of the photos i love!

ran - Knew a bunch of new friends. Happy! :D

Sweet 17

I love this picture, and my bro is so handsome! :D

One of my beloved - Lovell

My another love - Patricia

Kayc, my brother.

A group photo without kayc in it.

Im officially 17 today! Gonna get my P license before IR Night 2011, i hope i can. :P

Did no countdown for birthday, only had drinks with friends. And in the morning, went Vistana Hotel for rehearsal with Jasmine. Everything was not really okay. After rehearsal, i went ECM for movie with Kayc, Wah, Bu, Patricia and Lovell. :)

* Thank you Kayc for fetching me, you are awesome! *

ran - Happy Sweet 17th to Raney and Patricia! Happy Sweet 16th to ReeiYen. ♥

Great Days

This is another piece of film by our local production, same with last year, Tiger Woohoo movie. :)

Most of the main cast was DJ from MyFM.

Great Day tells the story of two Uncles who live in an old folks home. Aggravated by an argument, the two men decided to escape from the old folks home to find their children just to show off whose children is better with the help of Ah Hock and Ultraman. The fun catches in with odd circumstances, but in the end of the day it's going to be a big reunion at the old folk's home.

Is a very nice story revolving parent children relationship :)

Previously i never watch the trailer before thus from the beginning of the story, the main focus was relationship between father (Jack Lim) and son.

Their relationship was all the way good and no conflict happen. Unlike the Uncle Lim who came all d way from Perlis to kl to find his daughter and grandchildren. He face alot conflict from his family from the beginning.

However towards the end it is very warm feeling especially when his granddaughter went all the way alone from KL to Perlis, the old folk home to find her grandpa because she realize she only manage to meet her grandpa 10 times more by assuming her grandpa can live until 80 years and only get to meet once a year.

In the same time, director tried to make the ending into simple form and harmony. I kinda like it but maybe is too simple, could be better i think. Overall it is a good movie but i think if they could focus on the Uncle Lim more on the whole movie, the impact might be better.

Anyway, do watch this movie. :)

I always love local production with very warm family feeling type!

ran - Happy! :D

8 January 2011

Today is my lunar birthday and im already 19 years old in lunar. Sounds old right?

Yesterday went Song Box with friends and they celebrated my lunar birthday, what a surprise. Youngsters usually dont celebrate lunar birthday but we did. Hahahaha. A starbucks chocolate chesse cake with a candle on it. :) Photos arent with me so i cant share with you guys.

And today, i just came back from the temple. Mummy bought 2 birdies and i have to release them, let them fly. :D Feel so good and Pepe was in love with the birdies. Its so funny and cute!

An ordinary lunar birthday had over. Before it ends, parents brought me out for alcohols. I was so drunk! Lol what kind of parents are them? Hahaha but i love them. ♥

ran - Im 19!

终于有一天。

今天，发生了一些事情。其实都是我预料之内的，强忍着的泪水最终依然掉下来了。

原本还不以为自己错的我，在知道了自己做错了以后感觉其实没有很好。

是我自视过高，是我自信爆满；是我以为想做就能成功。是我从头到尾没有想过别人的感受，也从来没有人告诉过我到底有多少人能在背后撑我。

我觉得无助。因为现在的我就像在经营一间小公司，或许将要面临的是全体职员罢工也可能是清盘倒闭。我应该从新想想自己应该怎么做才能受人尊重，也应该计划一个必胜的的策略。

可是今天以后，打仗是十四个人的工作。不是我一个人，或者是几个人能做到的。这次我应该是时候低下头认错道歉了...

广贤说的话我都明白，也承认是我的错。我也会督促我自己变得很好，至少是让人信服的。我让太多人生气，让太多人伤心，也让太多人失望。希望在接下来的几个月，可以让大家对我完全改观。

感谢今天对我坦白透露心事的几位朋友。虽然让我的心情直插谷底，可是我还是爬起来了。因为我想跟你们一起努力，把每况愈下这个词从我们的脑里删除掉。

对不起那些被我忽视甚至无视的朋友，我愿意改变自己不可理喻的性格。我真的曾经努力过也承认我不够努力。

讽刺的事情来了，在我心情最低落的时候。有一个朋友给了一张属于我可以我从来没有拥有过的东西。我要了很久，可是一直没有机会拿到。今天拿到了，心情是更 down。不过我应该开心的...

希望明天我们见面的时候，希望在我道歉解释之后，

我们还能平心静气的合作下去。

Last outing with Sana. :(

Before my honey goes back to Nagoya, we hanged out around the mall and had so much fun! Other than Sana from Japan, we've knew another AFS friend from Belgium - Toon. :)

We have to always look forward to achieve our dreams.

Sana, i will use my entire life to remember you and miss you and love you.

This is an unforgettable friendship and endlessly love.

Dont worry, i will do what i promised you.

So see you in December! :D

ran - You are my honey always. ♥