Honestly i dont like you. In my mind, you are always the one who should leave but not him ! But its already past and i have to accept the truth. He leave and what he gave you was a chance, a chance to do better in your life. Dont be gangster anymore, study hard and always do the right things but not acting cool, flirting or what. Seriously im damn fucking angry when i saw you are playing with your friends, or doing something stupid.
I hate what you wrote on the facebook wall about the accident. If you really thought that he saved you, why dont you do something good to thank him, like study harder, being good or anything. Each time i saw you are walking with your girlfriend, i really want to slap you you know? Yeaa, so nice. You can be with your girlfriend, but how about them? They cant, because he is not coming back anymore.
You said you miss him, but you never say sorry to him. You made him gone, your fault! Im regret why i went to visit you last time. I SHOULDNT ! Because i hate you, since the minute i knew he will never be back. Did you ever think about why can you walk with your legs just like a normal person, why can you talk, why can you kiss, why can you play, why can you eat... BECAUSE HE GAVE YOU THE CHANCE ! Not because of you are lucky, its because he was being kind to you ! A guy who always say brothers forever but he is not here anymore. How could forever be forever? Impossible.
If you saw this, i hope you know what should you do. Study hard and be good. This is the only way you can do to thank him for this precious chance that he offered you. chj.
