我自己。

我是多么的一厢情愿，爱了又爱。

爱过了，也爱错了。却依然还爱着．．．

你实在是太令我着迷，连我自己也莫名其妙说了一声：“　我要你！”。

是谁，是谁让你出现在我的生命里。

又是谁，让你住进我心里。

我总是随着你的影子跑，却让我发现你从来没有转过头来看我一眼。

我总是不能让你把注意力摆在我身上，却也不能让自己把注意力从你身上移开。

是多么可笑的一件事。

我的心，有满满的你。

你的心，却被其他东西满满的霸占着。

要怎么走进你心里？要怎么走进你的世界？

ran - dying.

Challenges.

Yes. There is no U turn now.

All i can do is, TRY MY BEST TO BE THE BEST.

ran - love leo <3

冬秋夏春

好久好久了，我没说出那些你不想听见的话。
好久好久了，我没做出那些我曾经在脑海里幻想过的事。
或许在别人眼中，什么都没有改变过。
但是在我的心里，我懂... 多多少少都不同了一点点。

过了一个春夏秋冬，你的答案真的都没有改变过。
除了普通朋友，还是普通朋友。
纵使你知道了我的心，你也从来毫不避忌的跟我互动。
而你的心，那颗清如水的心... 也从来没有改变过，依然是那颗不属于我的心。

有你在的地方，我总觉得前方的路并不遥远。
是你散发出来的光茫，带领我走过了这段路。
这并不是说放弃的时候，只是应该让自己歇一歇了。
毕竟，路还有很长。

ran - 让我潇洒一次。

No i am not !

NOT emo.

Sometimes
im just
feel like
dont wanna
talk and
people ask,
what happened
what happened?
I told them
nothing and
they ask
me again,
tell la,
nevermind.
And i repeat :
NOTHING.
And they still
asking the
same question.
Hello people !
Why must
the question
has an
answer?
I hate that !
And thats
not emo,
you can call that...
" LTS " ?
*lazytospeak*
Wtf.

111109, 2months after that...

凯德走了2个月，大家的心情平复得比想象中快。

不知道从什么时候开始...
当我们又提起凯德的点点滴滴时，不再看见一张张伤心的脸。
反而是一种甜甜的微笑，可是微笑中还是带有一丝丝遗憾。

有时候当我们提起凯德，总会有许许多多的声音，好像大家都在争着分享他们的友情还是兄弟情。
有时候当我们提起凯德，出现在眼前的却是几张遗憾的脸，从眼神中看得出是多么的不舍得。

在学校里，当校长提起这件事的那短短几分钟，大家都安静了下来。
好像都在为他感叹，抑或是脑海里又浮现出一些大家心中的回忆。
那个时候，我看见的是... 没有一个人的目光可以从校长身上移开，直到校长换了另一个话题，我才能听见一些小吵闹。

到现在，凯德的网页还在不停的更新...
大家都很想念他吧？

我也是。

现在我只能隔着空气跟凯德说话，而且我们的对话永远只有我在说。

凯德，i miss you so damn much. =D

Rubik's Cube Competition 2010.

Rubik’s Cube Competition 2010
Organized by Leo Club SMK Air Putih & SMK Tanah Putih

Date : 27th of February 2010

Time : 12pm - 5pm

Venue : Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan ( Main Hall )

Participation Fee : RM 5.00

Categories : Below 18 years old and Above 18 years old

( 3x3x3, 3x3x3 One-handed, 3x3x3 Blindfolded )

- Participation certificate will be given to each participant.


Committee Member List

Organizing Chairperson
Leo Tan Rou Jane, Leo Lim Zu Jian

Secretary
Leo Yaw Mei Sim, Leo Daphnee Soo

Treasurer
Leo Chew Chin Lap, Leo How Suek Yen

Logistic
Leo Ng Shi Teng, Leo Tan Kai Hong, Leo Mui Meng Yin, Leo Chang Chung Wei

Technical
Leo Lee Kian Wah, Leo Pang Ken Zhen

Protocol
Leo Tan Teng Fatt, Leo Lim Ernser

Emcee
Leo Tan Kwang Shean, Leo Jasmine Chua

Registration
Leo Lee Sze-Woen, Leo Sam Pey Yiing, Leo How Suek Yen, Leo Kristal Tan

Timekeeper
Leo Chee Shi Wen, Leo Sham Ying Ying, Leo Chew Pei Ying, Leo Ling Yi Lain, Leo Wong Jia Ying, Leo Ku Meng Chu, Leo Lee Sze-Woen, Leo Sam Pey Yiing, Leo Vivian Kwok, Leo Yaw Mei Sim

Security
Leo Lee Chean Bang, Leo Calvin Wong, Leo Chew Chin Lap, Leo Edwin Ho, Leo Fam Yu Xuan

PA System
Leo Kong Juan Jien

Sponsorship
Leo Tan Kai Hong, Leo Tan Hui Wey, Leo Ng Shi Teng, Leo Kong Juan Jien

Photography
Leo Tan Hui Wey, Leo Lai Man Ning, Leo Low Hui Ting

*Contact us if you are interested in this competition.

SMKAP

Leo Tan Teng Fatt ( 017 955 1788 )

Leo Tan Rou Jane ( 016 922 5122 )

SMKTP

Leo Ng Shi Teng ( 016 990 4265 )

Leo Lim Zu Jian ( 016 990 3937 )


Click RCC.

16th Birthday. 0116.

Thank you everyone who wish me. =D

Nicole CYY.ShunGan.Esther.Jasmine.

TengFatt.MeiSim.DaJJ.ErJJ.

LinLin.RyanNgu.

WoeiLuen.AlvinHeng.Darren.Caleb.

Vickter.PeiTsuey.ReeiYe.

Lucas.KarKhim.HuiWey.Allan.

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ManSin.WearnJin.SzeWoen.YenTeng.

MengYin.CheanBang.KianWah.Ernser.

Vivian. EeWen. Jason. Evelyn.Sean.

XinLing.Lulu.HuiXuan.WeiHan.

MichelleKee.FeliciaLim.Angel.HsiehHui.

WannWei.TengYang.Dicktern.KangNing.

HuiYing.BenLim.Suzanne.Mandy.

JunJie.YapJooYee.Aaron.TiffanyLaw.

ClementHo.ClementLee.Penky.SuetChui.

JinSeng.HenryTeo.TeikAik.KweiYuan.

Deric.PaiWan.Quan.Veonice.

XyGuang.Farris.Rahimi.Evonne.Jazzlyn.

ZiQing.Jordan.JunYuan.SuetYen.LiWei.

JessieLiong.GenieLow.Alyssa.Bertilon.

XingQuan.Zxin.CherrieLiew.

YuWey.YinYinYap.Vanessa.AndreTing.

EdwimHoh.KelvinHoh.PeiChe.EuChen.

CarmenChang.ShuenJong.KhaHong.

XueWei.AwPeyYee.ClLeong.

MickKimYew.CinHin.SzeTheng.Eileen.

YuenPing.Chesy.ShuenLing.

RaymondYip.EzumiNin.DickkieTan.

ChenCheeMeng.KeanYong.JooYee.MeinYee.

SeowKian.Lucas.TauKiat. YangPunk.

Joshua.JunHung.Nixon.JiaIaw.

CheeYan.Adryan.YuenYoong.Eriko.

CheeOne.Ccy.TzerMaan.ManHouw.

Eliz.CheeYin.KusoBen.

JouLin.Varsha.CheeYen.NicoYow.ShiYun.

PouYi.YenLynn.ChuiLing.SihYoong.

KenZhen.Lawrence.WeiJin.
DesmondYong.KingSoon.JiaLiang.

PatrickTan.SeiYi.HuiSan.ErvinTeh.

MatildaLai.YenLin.YunLin.KongKaFai.
GohCheeHong.YongKang.KelvinHong.

SzeYing.MingSheng.TanCheeHou.

KianKok.JessicaTang.HuiEe.Renee. etc.

ran - waiting for my 17th Birthday. =D

My sixteenth birthday.

A very sucks birthday...

Bowbow has gone on this day.
I thought the doctor said he is quite okay dy...
And suddenly, the doctor called and said, BowBow is not okay.
Jasmine called me, and she cried.
My heart is bleeding because he is just a little puppy which i love so much.
Visited Bowbow at the clinic today, around 11am,
and doctor said we can take him home at 4pm.
But... He passed away around 2pm.

Bowbow is so cute, i still remember the day i first met him.
He is so active, and cute.
Really tak boleh tahan when he look into your eyes,
you will feel like he can do no wrong.
Hahahaha.


ran - Bowbow, bye bye. <3

11.01.2010.

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday to Sook Ting baby. <3

Miss you. =D

LOL.

Whooops, misunderstood? =DD

Dui bu qi huh. Hehehe.

Yo Ng Soo Ryue baby,

I changed class ! Hehe *purescience* woooaaaa... =D

*excited.

ran - blooddonation ! <3

First post after school reopen.

Happy Belated 16th Birthday on 6th of January 2010, Lim Jin Shyang ! =D
You are finally 16 ! =)

Account tuition yesterday, met my classmates and most of them are my darlings. =D Before i went home, she reminded me to read her blog and i just read it few hours ago. After reading, i was like, " What?! Why? "... She break up with her boy ! Wtf. This is quite unbelievable. Because i know how much does she loves him but i know also he doesnt know how much she loves him. And finally the relationship goes to the end and then maybe they are quite regret now. But i guess this is really the very very end of their relationship. She seems okay at the school or facebook or blog, but i bet she is actually not that okay ! Alright, im planning to give her all my time in school just to be a good listener.

Few days before, she was asking me about... " What to buy for him on Valentine's Day? ". I havent tell her the answer and now she dont need it anymore. Woa, so cool huh this girl. Seriously, im quite proud of her. She is just cool ! Woooaaa... <3

Okay, skip this topic.

Daddy went to school 5 times and finally he met with the principal. Daddy went to school and i thought that will be succeed. But i was wrong ! And now what i want to say is, daddy shouldnt go to school ! Thats useless. Because the principal cant understand with the human language. Wtf.

ran - Im single and not available.

9 hours more.

9 hours to go...

School reopen, and im so excited ! *iwantpurescience*iwantbio* =(

ran - 4 days to go. =D

010110

2009 is gone, there are quite alot of things happened in year 2009. Something that we will never forget. Okay, what i want to say is...

We start our new lives here and im sure he is starting a new life too, in the other world.

So, Happy New Year Khai Ther. =D

Shouldnt being emo, accept the truth and fight for our futures. Other than studies and works, we are able to ENJOY our lives always. People, call me for an outing okay?

School reopen, thats great. So we can meet with all the friends again and doing something bad together, share our stories that happened in the past 2 months. And wear the school uniform, and conteng the school desks and bully friends? And of course start hating the same teachers or more. LOL.

*watched " Did you hear about the Mogans? " Not badd, love it ! =D

Tomorrow night, sabs gang is spending the night before school reopen 2010 at my house ! Woooaaa~ <3 *waiting

ran - meaningless post? wtf