Heeeeh <3

I feel much more better now.

But sometimes when i heard some songs or saw something,

i'll miss him.

Everytime when im alone, im thinking of him.

His sweet smile, is so charming.

Everything of him, everything i knew about.

I'll always remember, and i'll never forget.

He is just that cool you know, its really really difficult to forget him.

So i never want to try it, never want to try to forget him.

Im sure that i cant do it. =D

Heyy man, how's life in Paradise? <3

ran - missyoumissyoumuacks

The 7th day.

你的离去留下了我们对你无尽的思念。

今天是你离开的第七天，

华人称 头七。

听到了，又有难过的感觉。

算过了，你离开的第一百天。

是农历新年，年初五吧！

没有了你，好像世界都停下来了。

只有时间和对你的思念依然在走。

从现在开始，珍惜身边的人已经来不及了。

对我而言，顺其自然。

还有很多很重的石头在我心里，

所以我还适应不来。

可是时间在走，地球在转。

生活一样要过，只好把对你的思念，

化成我每一次的呼吸，

所以

你 每份每秒 与我同在。

而这也是唯一，我不会忘记做的事情。


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Today is the " tao 7 " of Khai Ther.

They said he 'll be back, i dont know but i hope so.

Aiks, i dont know what to say.

Only, i miss him.

He runs at least a thousand times in my mind everyday.

These days, i cant sleep without looking at his photos and watching his videos.

I still remember that my sketch is to remind people to appreciate everyone,

but i am the one who said it and cant do it.

Why? im just a loserr.

* People who cancelled my sketch, dont you feel sorry?

ran - imstillmissingyou, somuch.

When i saw the meteors, my first wish would be :

Hope Khai Ther is goood in Paradise.

A new week, but not a new beginning.

Time flies like wind. Really.

Last Mondayy, Khai Ther got an accident.

And so fast, Monday came again.

Last Tuesdayy, his friends visited him at HTAA.

And so fast, Tuesday is coming again.

Last Wednesday, Khai Ther passed away.

So fast, Wednesday is coming soon.

Last Thursday, we sent him to Gambang and said goodbye to him.

So fast, Thursday is coming soon.

I guess, 2012 is coming also. Im waiting...

Heyy you. KT

Our beloved Angel, Khai Ther :

You leave us, you leave the world.
And we learnt to appreciate our lives, and everything.
But how many of them that really can do it?
Everyone said, we'll never forget you.
How many of them really keep their promise?
Yes, maybe they will remember you,
for one hour, one day or one year.
But you know, i'll never forget you.

Seriously, 100 years or 1000 years are not enough for me
to remember you, to miss you.
I said, i'll only remember you for 2 moments.

Now and Always.

Really, i'll always remember you.

The one who always cheer me up,
the one who always smile to me.
The one who always talk non-sense,
the one who always skipped school.

Garee said this during your funeral,

" Khai Ther, you must remember me, the most dark one.

And Raney, the " airport ". "

Omg, you still remember that?
You know you are always the sweetest,
the one who care about friends so much.

A simple word of you is enough to comfort me, always.
Looking at your photos,
watching the videos that your friends edited for you,
many times a day.

You know,
you are just keep walking here and there in my mind,
dont you feel tired?

Why dont you ever come into my dreams,
and tell me you are fine?
It's okay if you've forgotten me,
but really, i'll never forget you in my whole life.

If the story of 2012 is true,
then maybe its good for me and some of your friends.
Because we can meet you soon !
But how if im not going Heaven but Hell? Omg.

Wait for us, only 3 years. Okay?

ran - 2012, come faster.

The Angel, Khai Ther.

Heyy Khai Ther, what are you doing there?

I bet you are missing us. Haha.

If you are free, give me a call from Paradise kayy?

3 days, we live without you.

Miss you but we hope you are fine.

Whats the time now in Heaven?

You met Michael Jackson?

Wow, so cool.

You should ask MJ to teach you Moonwalk la dude.

Heyy hows the line in Heaven?

As sucks as here?

Hows the cyber cafe?

I think the cashier is a pretty angel right?

So now you have wings?

Cool man.

Know new friends?

I bet there are girls want to know you,

But you dont simply give them your handphone number tau?

If not you will be very busyy everyday.

You happy la, many things to play in Paradise.

Okay, i know you are busying over there. '

Talk to you next time kay?

Have a nice dayy. <3

对不起，想念你。

* 记得今年 Leo Installation Night 吗？
我们的 drama 来不及表演，那时我很伤心。
因为这是我的第一次，我准备了很久。
我哭了，你擦干我的眼泪。
你跟我说，
“ 没关系！明年 IU Night 的时候，
我们再表演就好了。
有我在，不用怕。”
可是现在你走了，我要怎么办？
没有男主角了，要怎么表演？
你看你，放飞机。
罚你拉耳朵三十下，听到吗？


你在的时候，都没什么理你。

现在，有好多话要跟你说。

你真的听的见吗？

好想看看你，再也没机会了。

不知道以后经过你的班时，是否能够忍得住泪水...

不知道以后看到你照片时，是否能够安抚得住自己的心...

从来没有试过，每隔一分钟，就想看你一次。

你真的好吗？怎么不回答我？

安慰自己的话，说了很多，还是没用。

安慰别人的话，也说了很多，也一样没用。

如果你看见我在哭泣，我不是伤心。

而是为了你有更好的生活，开心得落泪。

好想要你来欺负我，好像以前一样。

最多，你欺负我，我不骂你好不好？

我知道，时间会冲淡一切。

我们等你投胎，再和你做多一次朋友。

再让你欺负我，再让我们照顾你。

我们为你祈祷，你快快投胎哦！

我们等你，知道吗？

别忘了要常常笑，不然我们会认不出你的。

你灿烂的笑容，是我对你印象最深刻的。

你还没来得及看这个世界，没关系。

我们会连你的份，一起去看这个世界。

虽然你不在，生活中少了笑声，多了遗憾。

可是我们做朋友，是一辈子的。

不是说不再见就不是朋友了，而是...

放你在心里，即使没有见面，

你还是陪着我们度过每一分每一秒。

我知道你一直在看我们，我们都很乖。

所有的一切都很好。

我们为了你而活，都说是为了你，为了你这个开心果，

我们会开开心心的，为了你而活。

你不要担心我们会忘了你，就算过了一千万年，我们都会记得你，

曾经带给我们快乐，曾经要我们幸福。

曾经是东方神起的舞者，曾经是我们的同学。

未来，有你相伴，

就算遇到挫折，我们也不退缩。

ran - 记得我们永远是朋友。

黎凯德 收 [ 22/02/1992 - 11/11/2009 ]

傻佬凯德，

昨天，我们都有去送你。

Garee，永康，靖芳，惠嫣，神，Carmen, Renee, Sasa 等。

真的很多。

看到你的照片挂在车头，真的不敢相信，你就要走了。

去 Gambang 的路途中，我的心一直在想你，平复着自己的心情。

突然，
“ 如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你... ...”

是我们 Sketch 的歌。

家骏播着这首歌，我真的忍不住，他看到我哭，他很醒目的换了一首歌。

“ 最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候
没有说一句话就走
最爱你的人是我
你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多
你却没有感动过... ...”

可是，歌词如此，谁也难掩心中的伤感。凯德，你的兄弟真是很搞笑。

终于到了火化场。

我们上香给你，送花给你。

我们陪在你的身边，直到你被推进火化场。

我们一直叫你的名字，你听到吗？

听到了记得回来哦！

今天早上，你的骨灰已经安放在观音堂了。

我们有空会去找你，那时候你一定要起身哦！

你在天堂过得怎么样？

有看到美美的天使吗？千万不要又对他们甜言蜜语啊！

你人缘这么好，在天堂的两天里，应该认识了很多朋友吧？

有了新朋友，也绝对不能忘记在这里想着你的朋友知道吗？

上次，你表演时，失手跌倒。

我看到了，又是吓到，又是担心。

下了台，你摸着我的头，说你没事，要我不用担心。

怎么现在不摸摸我的头，说你没事，要我不用担心？

虽然我不懂，要多久才能收拾起心情，扬起嘴角。

可是希望在天堂的你，不要担心我们。

我们会过得很好，因为你不在了，你还是在我们心里。



希望有一天，看到你在路上，叫你的时候，你可以回头笑一笑，让我知道你过得很好。

祝你一路走好。

勿念.

柔君 字。