不乖的凯德。

最近都写中文，是因为凯德不会看英文。

凯德 ：

走了一天，在天堂活得怎么样？
无忧无虑吗？
下午就要送你走了，以后都看不到你了。
如果想你的时候该怎么办？
17岁的你，在睡梦中离开。
是因为你很累，要睡很久吗？
你不乖！不听话，不要和我们玩了是不是？
听到你车祸，我真的吓到。
真的，很心疼你。
看到你在病床上，很痛...
我知道你很痛，可是我们都帮不到你。
对不起，去看你时，没认出你来。
以前，我都骂你，骂你烦。
你还傻傻的笑...
现在，你来烦我好吗？
他们说你打DOTA很厉害，你走了，他们要怎么进步啊？
没有你跟他们一起跳舞，他们要怎么办啊？
很快就要开学了，去到学校，看不到你怎么办？
你一路上走得很好吧？
不寂寞对不对？
因为大家都在陪你，你知道吗？
没有了你，我的话剧怎么办？
我的女主角没有了男主角怎么办？
生活中没有了你的笑容怎么办？
平时跟你说话，我才说一句，你就回我十句。
这几天的你，我们跟你说了一百万句，你却连一个字都不回。
很不习惯...
平时都问你可不可以安静一点，现在我想问你可不可以吵多一点？
你的声音是怎样的，我忘了。
我看了你很多次，我怕我忘了你的样子。
你知道我去看你了吗？
很讨厌你，
讨厌你不辞而别，
讨厌你说走就走。
讨厌你不说 bye bye，
讨厌你从我们的生活中消失...
十七岁的你，
什么都还没尝试过就离开了。
看到你的身体，被白布包着，
送到停尸房。
你能体会我们的心情吗？
多么难受...
到了积善堂，看到你的照片。
为什么一个这么熟悉的脸孔，要随着一场车祸，
变成了回忆？
即使是回忆，也是美好的。
在Swiss Garden，我们一起游泳，一起玩。
摸你的肌肉，和你谈女生的事。
那是你的肌肉很结实。
去看你时，看到你一动也不动。
手也没反应，我慢慢的握起你的手...
很冰，很僵硬，真的。
那时的我，心痛。
你温暖的手呢？
那双替我擦干眼泪的温暖的手呢？
希望你，开开心心。
不寂寞，不孤独的去到另一个更美好的世界。
我们不会忘记你的，一生一世...


* 我冲了凉，就去看你咯！等我，还有靖芳。

Cries. [ Khai Ther ]

* 大自然的定律

很巧， 去医院看他最后一面时， 看到护士推着一条小生命经过加护病房。一条新生命来了，就会有一条结束。是这样的吗？

He is gone, we cried but he doesnt know.

I cant accept the truth. He is gone, onlyy 17.

He has no chance to say anything he wants to say.

He has no chance to do what he wants to do.

And now, we can do nothing.

I hope he is good in Heaven.

I'll never forget you, bro.

The 2 girls will be okay soon, dont worry.

We will take care of them.

You are so sweet, friendly and nice.

Im glad that im a part of your life.

Goodbye, Khai Ther. <3

ran - Byebye, miss you.

To my bro, LAI KHAI THER.

Khai Ther :

还睡啊？睡了一天还不够？ 你以为没有调闹钟就不用起身啊？

现在流行人肉闹钟，每一天我们都会叫你起床。你不可以赖床啊！

今天去看你，看到了。心很痛。你的笑容呢？你的活泼呢？都在沉睡吗？

今天，我第一次在同一时间看到男生女生一起抱头痛哭。

上次我哭的时候，你记得你还替我擦眼泪吗？

这次我又哭了，可是却是我自己擦眼泪。

你起身啦！握着你的手，冰冰的，僵硬的。

你要加油知道吗？

我们都在等你，要你永远和我们一起。

你听到吗？

不想再看到我们的眼泪，就快点醒过来！

Don't you remember the two girls who you love and love you are waiting for you?

They cried, very badlyy.

We talk alot to you but you dont ever reply us a word.

The tears are dropping, our hearts are bleeding.

Cant you just dont give up,

for the friendss,

for the lovers,

for the parents and siblings?

Please, wake upp.

Everyone is worrying about you,

you are sleeping and we are praying for you.

My sketch, you are the main character.

You have to finish the sketch ! MUST !

You love dancing i know.

You said you want to be a professional dancer,

so you gotta practise harder.

Calvin, Prince Lee, Chean bang, Chin Lap are waiting for you

to dance with them,

perform with them.

Cant you just leave us. NO !

Faster wake please, may God bless you. <3

* Visit you again tomorrow, bro.

ran - Brothers Forever.

Worring about he and she.

Im so worry.

Worrying about he and she.

The 2 friends, the 2 main characters of my sketch.

He was in an accident just now, and we are still dont know whether now he is still alive or not.

Or later he is still alive or not. Doctors are doing their work, he is still sleeping on the bed, never open his eyes for one second since he has been sent to there.

She knew the news and cried. She is worrying and he is suffering, Im now thinking and praying. I guess now she is asleep, i've accompanied her for 3 hours and finally she went for bed.

Received a forward message just now, its like something to pray for him.

1. I really dont want to lost you 2 ( KT and HJ ) my brother. You two are my forever and ever geh brother. - Wayne

2. 希望你们没事，一定要撑下去。加油！- Nicky

3. 好想看到他跳舞。快点好啊！- 博

4. 你不会有事的，我们永远支持你。- 骏

5. 我好像看到你笑，你知道吗？！你一定没事的。- 芳

6. 我的话剧不能没有男主角， LEO 的舞台不能没有舞者。Get well soon, you know there are girls waiting for you. - Raney

etc.

If praying is work, then i guess every of his friends is praying for him.

I hope he will be okay soon, and i hope she will be alright soon.

ran - Be tough man, be strong girl. <3

7th and 8th of November.

7th of November.

Went jogging with Jasmine in the morning then have breakfast and then lunch with her and her sister. Helped cleaning their house. Went home at 2pm and went out at 4pm.

Pick Jasmine up at around 4 then go to Dutaaa Village !

Swim and swam.

Then went brother's room to take bath. Then have dinner, brother and her girlfriend were celebrating their brithday. * Barbecue.

8th of November.

Planned to go Ecm at 9 something but Jasmine and I were late. Went there, and there was already crowded with people. So, aikss. Met cousins, then Man Houw. Then met up with Evonne and Nicole. Chicken and Fish * Jin Fan, Jia Woey.

Finally, the singers and actors arrived and you know, i saw Kevin drinking water in the room ! Walao, how man...

Around 5pm, went Megamall with Jasmine. Bought movie tickets then had dinner, with brother and his girlfriend. Met Chean Bang, Calvin, Chin Lap, Prince Lee in front of cinema. They watch Phobia 2 and we watch Poker King.

Poker King is nice, not bad. The movie started at 8.15pm and ended at 10.15pm. 2 hours, i thought 1 and half an hour only. Rushed for another movie after that, Phobia 2. We were late but luckily the movie is like " Where got ghost ", 5 stories in a movie. The first 4 is quite scary but the last one, i watched and i were like " Huh, dengggggg !! " The last one isnt scaryy but quite funny lur.

Finish watching Phobia 2 and it was 12am. Jasmine called Arion to pick us up and we both went home. Sundayy, outing day.

ran - what to do?

谁也不是谁的谁。

自从五年前遇见了你之后，

我知道

我会迷失我自己。

可是我还是坚持下去，

到了今天

我对你还是一样

没有变过。

唯一改变过的，

就是对你的感觉

越来越深。

如果我能为你做一件事，

你应该会希望

从来没有遇见过我。

我也一样。

如果我没遇见你，

现在

我还是原来的自己。

Taggy.

*Personal Details
1. Name : Raney Tan Rou Jane.
2. Birthday : 16th of January, 1994.
3. Horoscope : Capricorn.
4. Phone Number : 016 922 5122.
5. School : SMK Air Putih.
6. One word to describe yourself : Lazyy.
7. People you hate : -
8. People you love : He (s) and she (s).
9. Fall in love before : Yes.
10. Fall in love with : ... ... ...
11. You prefer single or in a relationship : Depends.
12. Have you learn any music instruments : Yes.
13. What's that instruments : Piano.
14. Your ambitions : Dont know.
15. Your wishes for now : He can be mine.
16. Name one of your friend who you think he/she is the most important for you? Not onlyy one.



* You love
- What food? Urm, dont know.
- What drinks? Dont know.
- Who? Family and friends, and someone.
- What ? What i love.
- Where ? I dont know.
- Books ? Not really.


* You hate
- Who? -
- What kind of people? With sucks attitude.
- To go where ? Dont know.


*People who tagged you
- You hate the people ? No.
- You love her? I bukan lesbian.
- Relationship between you both ? Friends.
- He/she got any bad attitude ? Think so.
- How you know him/she? Kindergarden.
- How long do you know him/she ? 10 years.
- His/her birthday ? 20th of July, 1994.
- You know him/she well? Not really.
- Anything to tell him/she? Hope you can pass the Electone Examination?