生命最後一個月的花嫁part11/11

The Mask Night

Happy Belated Birthday to Jessie and James!

Happy Birthday to 振绅!

The Mask Night was finally over. Honestly, its quite boring. People who attended were way too cool. But the fashion shows and hair show were really awesome! Had a birthday surprise from my friends : Jasmine, E-Qian, Michelle, Xioa Tong, DD zai and all the organizing people. Was so shocked when they invited me to the stage with James. Omg, unexpectedd. And the cake is still in the refrigerator. Hahahaha. Thank you girls. ♥

I looked nicer when im with mask on. Wtfrofl.

Me. And my boyfriend - Sook Ting. ♥

Lovely sister, Yiji.

Yong Shih. :)

Chocolate handsome, Garee.

My previous boyfriend, Kok. Lol.

One of the photos i love!

ran - Knew a bunch of new friends. Happy! :D

Sweet 17

I love this picture, and my bro is so handsome! :D

One of my beloved - Lovell

My another love - Patricia

Kayc, my brother.

A group photo without kayc in it.

Im officially 17 today! Gonna get my P license before IR Night 2011, i hope i can. :P

Did no countdown for birthday, only had drinks with friends. And in the morning, went Vistana Hotel for rehearsal with Jasmine. Everything was not really okay. After rehearsal, i went ECM for movie with Kayc, Wah, Bu, Patricia and Lovell. :)

* Thank you Kayc for fetching me, you are awesome! *

ran - Happy Sweet 17th to Raney and Patricia! Happy Sweet 16th to ReeiYen. ♥

Great Days

This is another piece of film by our local production, same with last year, Tiger Woohoo movie. :)

Most of the main cast was DJ from MyFM.

Great Day tells the story of two Uncles who live in an old folks home. Aggravated by an argument, the two men decided to escape from the old folks home to find their children just to show off whose children is better with the help of Ah Hock and Ultraman. The fun catches in with odd circumstances, but in the end of the day it's going to be a big reunion at the old folk's home.

Is a very nice story revolving parent children relationship :)

Previously i never watch the trailer before thus from the beginning of the story, the main focus was relationship between father (Jack Lim) and son.

Their relationship was all the way good and no conflict happen. Unlike the Uncle Lim who came all d way from Perlis to kl to find his daughter and grandchildren. He face alot conflict from his family from the beginning.

However towards the end it is very warm feeling especially when his granddaughter went all the way alone from KL to Perlis, the old folk home to find her grandpa because she realize she only manage to meet her grandpa 10 times more by assuming her grandpa can live until 80 years and only get to meet once a year.

In the same time, director tried to make the ending into simple form and harmony. I kinda like it but maybe is too simple, could be better i think. Overall it is a good movie but i think if they could focus on the Uncle Lim more on the whole movie, the impact might be better.

Anyway, do watch this movie. :)

I always love local production with very warm family feeling type!

ran - Happy! :D

8 January 2011

Today is my lunar birthday and im already 19 years old in lunar. Sounds old right?

Yesterday went Song Box with friends and they celebrated my lunar birthday, what a surprise. Youngsters usually dont celebrate lunar birthday but we did. Hahahaha. A starbucks chocolate chesse cake with a candle on it. :) Photos arent with me so i cant share with you guys.

And today, i just came back from the temple. Mummy bought 2 birdies and i have to release them, let them fly. :D Feel so good and Pepe was in love with the birdies. Its so funny and cute!

An ordinary lunar birthday had over. Before it ends, parents brought me out for alcohols. I was so drunk! Lol what kind of parents are them? Hahaha but i love them. ♥

ran - Im 19!

终于有一天。

今天，发生了一些事情。其实都是我预料之内的，强忍着的泪水最终依然掉下来了。

原本还不以为自己错的我，在知道了自己做错了以后感觉其实没有很好。

是我自视过高，是我自信爆满；是我以为想做就能成功。是我从头到尾没有想过别人的感受，也从来没有人告诉过我到底有多少人能在背后撑我。

我觉得无助。因为现在的我就像在经营一间小公司，或许将要面临的是全体职员罢工也可能是清盘倒闭。我应该从新想想自己应该怎么做才能受人尊重，也应该计划一个必胜的的策略。

可是今天以后，打仗是十四个人的工作。不是我一个人，或者是几个人能做到的。这次我应该是时候低下头认错道歉了...

广贤说的话我都明白，也承认是我的错。我也会督促我自己变得很好，至少是让人信服的。我让太多人生气，让太多人伤心，也让太多人失望。希望在接下来的几个月，可以让大家对我完全改观。

感谢今天对我坦白透露心事的几位朋友。虽然让我的心情直插谷底，可是我还是爬起来了。因为我想跟你们一起努力，把每况愈下这个词从我们的脑里删除掉。

对不起那些被我忽视甚至无视的朋友，我愿意改变自己不可理喻的性格。我真的曾经努力过也承认我不够努力。

讽刺的事情来了，在我心情最低落的时候。有一个朋友给了一张属于我可以我从来没有拥有过的东西。我要了很久，可是一直没有机会拿到。今天拿到了，心情是更 down。不过我应该开心的...

希望明天我们见面的时候，希望在我道歉解释之后，

我们还能平心静气的合作下去。

Last outing with Sana. :(

Before my honey goes back to Nagoya, we hanged out around the mall and had so much fun! Other than Sana from Japan, we've knew another AFS friend from Belgium - Toon. :)

We have to always look forward to achieve our dreams.

Sana, i will use my entire life to remember you and miss you and love you.

This is an unforgettable friendship and endlessly love.

Dont worry, i will do what i promised you.

So see you in December! :D

ran - You are my honey always. ♥